Let go of who you were

Embody who you are becoming

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A Spiritual Embodiment Retreat

March 5–8, 2026
Springdale, Utah — at the mouth of Zion National Park
Luxury Estate • All Food Included • Limited Guests
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If your body knows the old chapter is over…

 

You may not have language for it yet - but you can feel it. 

You may not have language for it yet - but you can feel it.

  • A version of you is complete

  • Old identities are clinging as new ones emerge

  • Grief, restlessness, or pressure to “become” something else

  • A deep knowing that your next life can’t land where you’ve been

This retreat exists for clean endings.

Not more healing.
Not more understanding.
But release, integration, and embodiment - so what changes actually stays.

Why This Retreat Is Different

Most retreats offer a breakthrough.
Then people leave… and slowly lose it.

The Shedding is intentionally designed to do what’s usually missing:

 

✧ A True Death Process

A guided shamanic release ritual to honor what’s ending and unwind old identities, contracts, and energetic binds.

 ✧ A Full Integration + Embodiment Day

We don’t rush you out after ceremony. Your nervous system is given time, care, movement, and grounding so the transformation roots into the body.

✧ Ongoing Integration Support

You receive 4 weeks of post-retreat integration calls to anchor your becoming into real life.

This is not about transcendence.
This is about landing.

What You’ll Experience

Over four days together, you’ll move through:

  • Acceptance of the life you’ve lived up until now

  • Identity shedding — what you’re ready to release

  • A guided death & release ritual (witnessed + held)

  • Sacred ceremony night (details shared privately during application)

  • Breathwork + somatic integration

  • Nourishment, movement, and nervous system repair

  • Vision anchoring + future self embodiment

  • Nature-based ritual work with the land and elements

Retreat Flow

March 5–8, 2026

Thursday — Arrival & Opening

  • Arrival to the luxury estate

  • Nervous system settling + grounding

  • Opening circle & intention setting

  • Acceptance portal: honoring “what has been”

Friday — Unraveling & Ceremony

  • Identity shedding + letter/obituary ritual

  • Guided death & release process

  • Sacred ceremony night

Saturday — Integration & Embodiment

  • Somatic grounding + breathwork

  • Embodiment practices + movement

  • Nature ritual & vision anchoring

  • Future self installation — becoming embodied

Sunday — Closure & Departure

  • Integration plan + anchors

  • Closing circle

  • Departure by late morning

Plus: 4 weekly integration calls following the retreat.

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"After our retreat experience, I had more clarity and more vision that I have ever had."

 
Emily

"The clarity that you assisted my wife and I in seeing and the pieces of us that you have facilitated us in awakening is powerful. We went in to level up every part of us and you delivered on that."

 
Kris & Kalenn

IS THIS RETREAT FOR YOU?

 

This experience is for you if:

  • You’re in a major life or identity transition

  • You feel an old version of you completing

  • You want spiritual depth and grounded embodiment

  • You’re ready to be witnessed — and to witness others

  • You’re prepared for transformation that changes how you live

Not a fit if:

  • You want a light spa getaway

  • You’re avoiding emotional depth

  • You’re looking for someone else to “save” you

Meet Your Facilitators

Amanda Joy Loveland & 

Holli Henrie

This retreat is facilitated by women who bring depth, integrity, and lived embodiment to transformational work. Together, they create a field that is grounded, intuitive, and powerfully catalytic—where real change can occur safely and sustainably.

Amanda Joy Loveland is an embodiment guide, shamanic practitioner, master NLP practitioner, author, speaker, and entrepreneur. Known for her ability to bridge the analytical and the energetic, Amanda guides people through identity transitions, grief, and awakening with clarity, compassion, and truth. Her work focuses on nervous system capacity, embodiment, and helping individuals fully inhabit who they are becoming—not just understand it intellectually.

Holli Henrie is a lifelong explorer of spiritual and energetic realms with over 26 years of experience in holistic and energy-based modalities. Her background includes Neuro Kinesiology, Matrix Energetics, two-point healing, Orion Healing, and advanced DNA activation techniques. As a skilled massage therapist and master esthetician, Holli works intuitively through the body, supporting deep integration and balance across mind, body, and spirit. Her presence is steady, attuned, and deeply supportive—allowing participants to feel held while profound shifts occur.

Together, Amanda & Holli hold a container that is both expansive and grounded—combining spiritual depth, somatic wisdom, and practical integration. Their work is rooted in consent, safety, truth, and embodiment, creating an environment where participants can release what no longer serves and step fully into what is next.

Is This For You?

Investment Starting At

$1700

  • Luxury accommodations
  • All meals included
  • Guided retreat experience with three facilitators
  • All scheduled retreat sessions & experiential work
  • Four weeks of post-retreat integration support
  • *Signed Confidentiality & Participation Required*
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*Confidentiality & Participation Agreement

Because of the depth of work and the privacy of all participants, all guests are required to sign a Confidentiality & Participation Agreement prior to attending.

This agreement ensures:

  • The privacy and confidentiality of all participants

  • Respectful engagement within the container

  • Clear consent and personal responsibility for participation

  • Integrity in how experiences are shared publicly

This retreat is held as a private, intimate experience. What is shared in the container remains in the container.